Literary + Visual art by Brandiwyn

50 pages, 19 images, 6 chapters, 1 poem in this full-color zine. just want to be loved is the first installment of a memoir. This narrative work details the entry to full-service sex work in an experience that ties together survival, domestic violence, motherhood, and healing from past traumas. Digest size 5.5″ x 8.5″ printed on 70lb satin paper. Price includes US shipping and taxes. Ships next business day.

This 20 page, full-color zine attempts to navigate and untangle grief surrounding death, absence of self, and growing up fatherless. Brandiwyn Kennedy-Sugita believes grief is a portal to reclaiming desire and sexuality in adulthood as a survivor of incest and childhood sexual abuse. Digest size 5.5″ x 8.5″ printed on 80lb uncoated paper. Price includes US shipping and taxes. Ships next business day.

92 pages. 62 poems. 8 full-color images. 4 parts: humanity, matriarch, environment, healing. poetry spanning over a decade with themes of trauma, sex, identity, grief, and womanhood. Digest size 5.5″ x 8.5″ printed on 80lb matte paper with perfect binding. Price includes US shipping and taxes. Ships next business day.

A full-color 28-page physical copy zine full of images, collages, and writings about my personal experience as a survival sex worker. Signed run of 100. Digest size 5.5″ x 8.5″ on 80lb. satin paper. Price includes US shipping and taxes. Ships next business day.

20″ x 20″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from medium format film negative scan. Self-portrait of a woman looking at the camera wearing bunny costume with Footloose title screen on tube TV in the background. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

24″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from digital image. Self-portrait of a woman looking at the camera is lit with red light naked with her body positioned toward a tube TV that reads STOP in classic blue screen. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

24″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from digital image. Self-portrait of a woman looking at the camera sitting in the backseat of a car leaning against the window. Blood drips from her nose down her face to the seatbelt. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 20″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from medium format film negative scan. Self-portrait of a woman sits adored by a silver bow with a nosebleed in front of chrome background illuminated by purple, pink, and blue hues. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from film negative scan. Unidentifiable man stands in front of an abandoned house between two trees. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

16″ x 20″ Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. A single, delicate flower rises up from a forest bed, illuminated by a ray of sunlight. Black and white photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Speedy One Hour Photo in Tacoma, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

24″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Bright cerulean sky peeks around a looming sherbet cloud with tree-peppered hills along the bottom of the frame to add perspective. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.

20″ x 16″ Baryta Rag Giclée Print from 35mm film photograph. Driving with my hand out the window reflected in a side mirror on a cross-country road trip. Somewhere, USA. Color photograph printed with a 1/4″ white border for easy window matting. Unframed. Tube shipping same- or next-day. Locally printed by Northwest Fine Art Printing in Kent, WA.